If you choose don’t to be happy. No matter what you’ll do and what you’ll achieve. You’ll never be happy. It’s a Conscious choice. You need to decide that you have to be happy. Once you take this action you will be happy.
I am looking at the sky I am happy
I am alive I am happy
I am breathing I am happy.
I am, I’m happy now because I’m Not dead yet, not fought yet.